Reflector Girl

people keep asking me so rather then have to remember all the time here is what i would like

gold(coloured) studs for my ears

a laptop

socks

gift certificats for nice underwear/bras

soap/ smelly girl bath things

cds i like or vinyl if your ambitious(its alot cooler and i could get music files some other ways for cd/dvd/computer playing)

• the white stripes
• tenatious D
• isto http://lumberjackisto.com/Isto%20Christmas%20Special.html
• matt good (earlier works)
• mindless self indulgence
• bob marley
• portishead
• bob dylan
• Bjork
• Regina Spektor
• dio

actually i like any kind of music as long as its well done- i do have almost every radio head and pink floyd record

Books i like (again anything that is well done)

• marketable depression by lauren white (Raymi)

snowboard

snowboard boots

makeup ( yeah im buying into society’s definition of beauty or yours if you buy this for me)

clothes are always nice

pajamas or just pajama pants

Im saving up( well im going to try after christmas) for a laptop- will be about 1000 dollars so you probably wont be getting me that

thats all i can think of now( and i think its alot) but i will write more if i can think of some

Hi  every one i havent written for a bit cause i couldnt log in

so im back though not right now cause ken just showed up and we are heading out

talk at you soon

I think ken was trying to cheer me up yesterday… i think he didn’t know quite what to do - i was in a BAD mood. I was frustrated, sad, annoyed and  snippy.
bert wasn’t using his space last night but he didn’t want us to use it either,
im going away for the weekend- it will be nice to see my family, but- i had two days off - worked two days and now have 3 days off and have nothing planned for myself.

Im trying to save up for a laptop   im becoming disheartened,  the price keeps getting higher and the anticipation hurts me so im trying to downplay my disappointment for not being able to have it now.
Patience is a virtue
virtue is a grace
grace is a little girl who didnt wash her face

i woke up in a good mood… im trying to keep it that way. My brain is telling me the world is trying to fight me.

thought process isn’t random - its process
i stopped worring about what i looked like and found ways to entertain myself

I work tomorrow
gotta keep the balance between  living and  living

Some one outside just shouted
woot
its so dark,
so crazy
start saving
so early

i cant sleep -

i cant shut my brain off…

its 451 and i have to work at nine

all of it- running through my head

i cant get comfortable

ive been reading heavier then heaven the  biography of Kurt Cobain
i dont like the way its written like its  fiction -a painter can paint any picture …  its nice to read a book -

i just had a wonderful conversation with martin- i need to remember about resizing!  Oh and maybe consolidate my loan.

this display caught my eye at work- its pretty for pink… 15 cents of that 3 dollar pen goes to research cures for breast cancer  eh!

dynamic conversation    i made juice

as long as the meaning gets across

its kool aid

friends

Finding the light

check this out - yes do it now

http://www.itwasmeteors.com/

i think i have fixed the comment section of this - you do need to log on but i believe it should all be accessible - for now though here are some older pictures

The Hippy made delicious bread

ken and i took daisy for a walk

i watched one flew over the coo coos nest - what a brilliantly scary movie  though Jack Nicholson  always scares me no matter what he’s in
 

this is Colin

I’ve really enjoyed being outside - this summer in general but the past couple of weeks as well -

its hard in the winter to get out but this year i dont want to be afraid of… outside.

i like my job and i want to save for school….

we’ll see how things go this year

ive had a cold the past couple of days …  the kind where you feel like your underwater and if you  sit or lay down its nice but you can keep going so you just do.

i dont know if im going to post many pictures till i  start taking them with my other camera… or figure out how to make the quality on here better- there are some on facebook if you like pictures… and facebook

the past 2 mornings i have walked to work and its been so beautiful out  if i had any less respect for my coworkers i wouldnt have gone in (plus im sick)  it would have been a beautiful day for a walk.
ive been outside alot actually   trying to get as much fresh air into me  as i can into me while the weather is still good

i dont think i have anything fun or interesting to say  right now - i think its this sickness cause im  usually entertaining
perhaps  i should sleep — after a brife excursion outside- maybe I’ll have an adventure and post about it - that would be awesome….  last time i went for an adventure  the French Jew dude who pierced my ear and i ran into some kids setting a pop machine on fire… it was exiting the fire trucks came there was lots of smoke  and they had to chop at it with axes  for a while before they could get it to open …