i have been very sick for a few days(worked 2 8 hour shifts  with a throat vires and migrane and a fever)  ..still not feeling quite a hundred  % better  yet but im in alot less pain. Hurray  for the immune system!

man Ive been so busy and i still have so much to do- on wednesday night i had plans to work on my resume, business cards and wedding photo stuff while watching a movie with ken and maybe little john…but i barely got anything done lots of people decided that was the night to filter in. So much for a quiet evening, but i did get my resume done so the job hunt begins.

i finally got to bathe today - its been hard to fit into my schedule since i have so much to do and i value sleeping to much to sacrifice that. Though i would really like to spend some more personal time getting softer.

i have to see a Dr in Guelph today- its an annual thing since my favourite mole was removed and found to be cancerous -(i would always forget it was there, till i saw it and think it was a spider-i thought about getting tattoo of a spider to replace it … but i have a cool looking scar instead, josh said it looks like some symbol that means life)

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yes i got a sunburn

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daisy and i were on the larger path down there…see the train line use to meet up closer to the city, i didn’t realize we were on the wrong path… daisy told me … she just sniffed around then ran at me then up the hill .. that’s when i noticed… we were going the wrong way … and it was hot out.

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this is the frog i almost steped on i screamed. after i thought a bee or fly was following me i had to run and swat it totally freaked me out then when i thought it was gone it flew in my face and all around my head… so i ran and screamed and flailed my arms… it was kinda fun

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it was a bad idea to wear these shoes.

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finally got to the mall to buy Cd’s , i had to sneak daisy in the back door so i could go inside.

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i got home just before it rained…. i went out again to get a bowl with some of my favorite foods

Tonight i want to finish with my resume … I’m going to hand out to every where… see where i get in then decide what to do with school.

i also want to make a nice cover for the CD of the wedding i did on the weekend…. and make business cards to hand out with CD- also if i have time and can figure it out on this computer i would like to make a slide show with this wedding and with their permission put it on my web site

yeah I’m gonna do the business cards first… right now.

the wedding went awsome. im pleased with the photo’s

yesterday i went for a long walk in flimsy shoes… daisy liked it,

pictures to come… after work.

ha ha  Crystal called me into work this morning…i did  have plans to sleep in and make a nice breakfast  but oh well i understand the not feeling well part, plus i like moneys,

i have a wedding to shoot tonight- I’m a little nervous because i haven’t done one in a while but Ive been preparing and researching so i should be good- i have some good ideas to fall  back on,  its mostly the  directing people while being upbeat yet assertive all day that takes it out of me. Yes I’m sure i’ll do fine to actually i have no doubts it will all be fine its just pre wedding jitters i always get- its like going on stage

all my equipment is ready to go… im thinking of making bussness cards but… i dont think i have the time

so a no go for no direction home last night, but we did travel up to Dalton’s place for a change,

Kens heading to the beach today, most likely to stay all weekend  super nice for him, i work at one today … i’ll post more pictures later.

Update: My work place Grand & Toy in Owen Sound is closing so after July i no longer work there… have yet to find a new job since head office just told us

I am renting a house with some friends…

Angus

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i have none of Eddie…yet

im not sure how to resize my raw house pictures files with this computer so… we’ll just make do without them for now…instead here are pictures of me!

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i also seem to have no time to blog but i want to change that so i may try and take this computer into every room and make it participate in every activity…

tonight… I believe no direction home is on the agenda,

for christmas

people keep asking me so rather then have to remember all the time here is what i would like

gold(coloured) studs for my ears

a laptop

socks

gift certificats for nice underwear/bras

soap/ smelly girl bath things

cds i like or vinyl if your ambitious(its alot cooler and i could get music files some other ways for cd/dvd/computer playing)

actually i like any kind of music as long as its well done- i do have almost every radio head and pink floyd record

Books i like (again anything that is well done)

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snowboard

snowboard boots

makeup ( yeah im buying into society’s definition of beauty or yours if you buy this for me)

clothes are always nice

pajamas or just pajama pants

Im saving up( well im going to try after christmas) for a laptop- will be about 1000 dollars so you probably wont be getting me that

thats all i can think of now( and i think its alot) but i will write more if i can think of some

YAY

Hi  every one i havent written for a bit cause i couldnt log in

so im back though not right now cause ken just showed up and we are heading out

talk at you soon

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I think ken was trying to cheer me up yesterday… i think he didn’t know quite what to do - i was in a BAD mood. I was frustrated, sad, annoyed and  snippy.
bert wasn’t using his space last night but he didn’t want us to use it either,
im going away for the weekend- it will be nice to see my family, but- i had two days off - worked two days and now have 3 days off and have nothing planned for myself.

Im trying to save up for a laptop   im becoming disheartened,  the price keeps getting higher and the anticipation hurts me so im trying to downplay my disappointment for not being able to have it now.
Patience is a virtue
virtue is a grace
grace is a little girl who didnt wash her face

i woke up in a good mood… im trying to keep it that way. My brain is telling me the world is trying to fight me.

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