Cheese Obsessed

so the holidays have been fucked, ive gotten nothing done. gotten really drunk, and really high, and im exhausted. dont wanna go back to school but at least ill be done with this crap. ive quit smoking hehe. and miss apple. ben and mike are back in london and so its just me and trouble occupying that space. been workin every day this week and cant wait to nOT. that will be sweet. i mended some old and broken ties with old and no longer friends which has been interesting. who knows maybe this time around i wont get a knife in my back, cant be too cautious tho. so ill keep my distance from those who cant be trusted. i love lemon rum, but fuck it wrecked me last night. i got into a fight with adoor knob and an arm of a couch, and definately lost. mannn people need to settle the fuck down its kinda insane, NO the bruise the size of a basebal on my arm is from a freakin door knob, im not being BEATEN GAWD DAMN!!? im tired. afternoon /co/

well i didnt have a smoke today. thats progress. had a fuckKKKed day. got angry. like really angry and happy later, i smell like cholrine caz i went swimming and didnt have time to properly shower it off. but it was worth it. missed sayin bye to my boy caz of jay and nate . GAh lol all is forgiven. i just got back from a really shitty night at work… and an amazing adventure with lyndz/ we met/chased down a strange red headed guy who was doing back flips off of power boxes. i wore my army helmet the whole time:) hehe… then we went shopping in wal mart for random shit at 2 in the morning. it was a hell of a time. im tired as fuck and i gotta ride in the morning. but thats alright. spent my day with ben dave and mike, had a good time getting bashed all day. but they arnt around for a few days .. ill survive . gotta work anyhow

but seriously. im gonna get my ass fired. jesse is a dick. i looked like shit so what, i was starving and tired and didnt wanna greet motherfucking guests. but i did. so wtf is his problem.. FUCK

night /co/

im gonna quit smoking. PROMISE! new years forsure. ha had some amazing foods today, was good, sad though caz ben comes home late, GAWD DAMN! o well tomorrow morning is good too. i have a lovely green bruise on my arm from work:@ pissss. pretty damn nasty. woo. night blogg

It’s morning and i don’t like it. MOAR SNOOOOWWW = gawd damn. fuck yes ben comes up today!! hehe aw man. WOO

yay! new blog, havent had one in ages. this is a good thing:) wow this weekend was FUCKED. very very messed. got drunk at the armary on friday night, knew a few people so it wasnt that bad, got a hit to the face tho, those drunk bastards, was an accident but FUCK!! slept there with one eye open and a knife by my side in all army gear. was hilarious. next night did the same but didnt know anyone had a group of army boys following me around giving me booze. got fuckin sketchy so i bailed. lol wow . im gonna quit smoking by new years. i SWEAR/ no more cancer for me. ill prolly get it from something stupid like microwaves. hehe fuck school, hospitals and funerals!!! muahahah. im gonna also cut myself off from /b/ no more random . its so addicting. gotta lurk more. damn i have alot to resolve for the new year. haha night /co/ <3